Archive for December, 2005

desperate?/tag

Tuesday, December 27th, 2005

…..ah, i’ve blogged again since im not gonna b around….for the um…next few days?yeah…saad..not being able to on9..not being able to listen to howie!..saaadsaadsaad…part of me is already going crazy..well anyways…school’s gonna reopen soon and i havent prepared yet…am kinda desperate…getting more and more pathetic day by day..ahahaha…it actually rhymes!!ha-ha[like i said..part of me is already crazy]ah well, dun bother bt tht..oh right, i was tagged and am supposed to be making a list of stuff bt myself?i think…[its kinda good actually..sucks out 99 percent of my boredom]=) well, here it is: [warning....reading it will probably waste ur time+D, dun blame me]

1.i’m seriously a weirdo…[read the rest of the list and you'll definitely agree]
2.loves annoying certain people, it somehow gives me a feeling of satisfaction…haha..
3.am mean…sometimes…
4.was once a barbie/barney lover…
5.finds Superman’s underwear amusing
6.has this bad habit of torturing ants using a pen-knife or squeezing them whenever i see one….
7.finds the word ‘bug’ irritating
8.squeezed my head thru the bars of a staircase somewhere, when i was abt 3…ended up stucked…[luckily, its not permanent...]
9.lost to my 8 year ol’ cousin in a ‘football’ match and looked really stupid
10.used to have this competition with ma bro’ ..i wud turn on the loudest volume of the stereo and try to drown his music n he wud do the same[he won...linkin park vs. boybands..of coz lah]result :ended up being whacked by mum
11.had a thing for boy bands ages and ages ago[westlife, N*sync, 98 degrees, backstreet boys]
12.makes a big deal out of lizards, Elton John and David Furnish, n Howie Day…
13.used to play play-doh…doll-house, barbie and stuff like that….-used to-
14.addicted to mamak, japenese, western food and….. men in tutu!!!
15.craps 24/7
16.sleeps 24/7
17.drawing pictures of fernando and his hairless legs is a way to entertain myself
18.this quote ”am gonna direct a horror movie entitled-”the rice cooker”, since ghosts have a thing for invading electronical gadgets nowadays['one missed call', tv, air conditioner]..” somehow amused me
19.i repeat, i’m weird
20.loves singing the off-tune version of ”james blunt-you’re beautiful”, and that gets my frens seriously  annoyed=)
…….thats it..the so-called list aha..lame i suppose…lol..anyways..im gonna tag xj…yeah, thts it i guess…right..peterpan-mungkin nanti is what im listening to now-.-seriously………..but i shall not forsake you howie-.-, ok so that was lame, obviously..who cares?haha..thats all now..till my next blog, Godbless ya’ll

untitled[life is short]

Monday, December 12th, 2005

untitled…..untitled, simple plan…dont get me wrong, i am no fan of simple plan..haa…..heard tht?i am NO fan of s.p[i know u'r gonna get me for tht]..but i dont giv a damn…erm, well…life is beautiful..yeah, we shud ‘least try to view the world from a different angle..[even tho its obviuosly filled with very twisted people]life is short, too…very short…its sad, n that is why we shud all appreciate life and make the best out of our lives[i dunno whts gotten into my head tht makes me blog bt this topic tho']maybe its after chatting with sum1…the advice given was..life is short, appreciate it…dun waste your youth by doing something that u’ll regret later on in ur life…its depressing to carry the result of sinnning, and stay close to Jesus, always…yeah…it kinda hit me hard on the head…ah well….moving on to another topic….lifehouse….the song ‘blind” is just awesome man!…nice song that is[well perhaps im the only one hu find tht song-awesome]ah well, nvm….anyways, here’s the lyrics:

Artist : Lifehouse
Song : Blind

I was young but I wasn’t naive
I watched helpless as he turned around to leave
And still I have the pain I have to carry
A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried

After all this time
I never thought we’d be here
Never thought we’d be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn’t make you see it
Couldn’t make you see it
That I loved you more than you’ll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

I would fall asleep
Only in hopes of dreaming
That everything would be like is was before
But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting
They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor

After all this time
I never thought we’d be here
Never thought we’d be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn’t make you see it
Couldn’t make you see it
That I loved you more than you’ll ever know
A part of me died when I let you go

After all this time
Would you ever wanna leave it
Maybe you could not believe it
That my love for you was blind
But I couldn’t make you see it
Couldn’t make you see it
That I loved you more than you will ever know
A part of me died when I let you go
And I loved you more than you’ll ever know
A part of me dies when I let you go

Others 
-check this song out-great~~till my next blog, im outta here

obstacles…

Friday, December 2nd, 2005

well…actually…sometimes, my blog doesn’t fit with my title………..bwahaha…weird…im weird…um….just feel like updating cuz im not gonna b around these few days…i guess….haih..been facing the gastric problem that really make me pathetic….cacated, i am.stomach twisting..eating too much lately[no doubt]and taking meals irregularly…saad..i suppose no one will recognise me when school reopen?hmm……..hard to say …okay..so basically i’ve run out of ideas…umm…yeah..lotsa nice show cumin up…elizabethtown, aeon flux, the fog,zathura, pontianak harum sundal malam 2?bwahaha…..[nt farny]cross my fingers that i’ll get to watch them…esp harry potty…yeaah..potty’s my fav wahahaha-.-erm……what more can i crap abt?nothing i suppose…so that’s it.. .adios